It is true, I know because I have been doing it and I feel happier. Things happen, things will happen and I will never be able to change some of these things. I have let go of so many things and just been accepting life for what it is. Yes I am working 2 brainless jobs and that was never part of my plan at this point in time in my life, I cant complain because it is what it is. At least I have a job and I am able to save money. There is just something about accepting it all, its like I can feel some control in my life. And with some of that control, I can decide to do what I want, when I want and How I want...what more can I ask for?
I cant believe 2010 is coming to an end. New Years feels like yesterday, in Namibia with Shawn and Caroline (Some of my peace corps lovers lol :) and we were toasting to the best year ever. Where we were going to make things happen no matter. Where we were going to just live for the moment and help as much as we can...no matter. 11 days later, my life changed and I never expected it to change that drastically. This year has been more then expected, tears and sweat but today I can say that I am seeing the light at the end of the tunnel...a couple of months ago I wondered if that could ever be possible. The world is not perfect, Life is not perfect, I am not perfect and things will never be just the way we want. I am just trying to live the best way that I know how and it has been working, so thank you God. Thank you for the strength, courage, patience and love that is helping me see the light at the end of the tunnel, and that is all that I pray for you (reading this) and for myself.
